A few weeks ago I started a new job. It's challenging, I'm learning a lot, and I like the people I work with. The thing that worries me the most is the amount of time I spend sitting. The fact that I sit so much is consuming much of my brain space. I worry about it, bouncing my knee at my desk and trying not to leap out of my chair. You see, last year I screwed my eyes shut, took a death-defying leap out of the corporate world and landed square in the garden. Ten years of sitting in a windowless cubicle warren, staring at a computer on a desk illuminated by fluorescent lights, breathing recycled air had taken its toll. I'm convinced I was dying a slow, meaningless and unnecessary death.
The first few weeks of my gardening career were hard work. I mean really hard work. It was the middle of summer and I actually missed the regulated temperature of the office on more than one occasion. My muscles ached, I got sunburned, I sweated more than I thought humanly possible, my fingernails were grimy, my socks forgot what color they were supposed to be, and I'd come home with bits of greenery stuck in my hair. But I loved every dirty minute of it and vowed I would never go back.
Within three months I had lost nearly 30 lbs. without even thinking about it. I had been semi-active after work, walking around the neighborhood and going to my fencing club a few days a week, but 30 pounds!? If that isn't testimony to the sedentary lifestyle we live and how harmful it is to our physical well-being, I don't know what is. Unfortunately, gardening doesn't really pay the bills.
I'm still in the horticulture field but now I'm a Manager. I don't get to garden, I have to Manage the ones that do. This entails lots of driving around to work sites to check on the crews, taking notes, then going back to the office to translate those notes into plant sales and work orders. And guess what? The office has no windows, fluorescent lights, and I stare at a computer. A friend asked if a regular paycheck was really worth it. Unfortunately, for now, I don't have much choice. And I'm starting to feel a bit thick around the middle.
All that to say: I have tremendous respect for those who toil with their hands. There's a line in Bruce Almighty that nails it: "People underestimate the benefits of good old manual labor. Some of the happiest people in the world go home smelling to high heaven at the end of the day." Amen to that. And I can't help but wonder what our nation would look like if more people got outside and did some of that good old manual labor for a change?
For now I am convinced that my current job is God's doing and that I'm supposed to be there, but my heart and hands long for the garden. I actually miss lugging around bags of compost! So what am I doing sitting here typing!? There are weeds to eradicate! Forsooth!